Hello,
I guess it was meant to be to see your post. This is my first time on this site and I saw you.
I hate to tell you this, but... unfortunately there is no cure for bipolar disorder. There are wonderful treatments out there that enable those of us with the disease to cope and deal with life better. But, there is no being "cured".
Maybe you have learned to deal with your behaviors and feel that the way you are is ok and normal.
I don't know your whole situation, but would love to discuss sometime.
Good luck sweetie.
Mel